2021 Thoughts
Hi N, Its been a while again since i posted something. Lately i've been feeling blue, i wonder how it feels to be love genuinely by someone. Im no broken. I've been single for so long and some of my friends have their own family. I wonder if I can be able to have it as well. They told me 'it will find you eventually', but for soem reason i feel like im running out of time. Actually, I've entertained someone last year but end up not well. He's far from my ideal but i feel like i have no choice. But guess what because of my recklessness and being in the 'thought' of feeling love, i almost break some girls heart cause i didn't dig deeper. Well im just an amature when it comes to love, yes i know some rules in love but it doesn't mean i can apply em all. Im just a little girl who wishes to be love by someone. To be love by a man. I've been single for so long but i never imagine that it would hurt me this way. Some nights i ask myself, what is w...