Stronger at Seventeen

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At seventeen, i can say that im tougher enough to face every challenges. Well evreryday was a do or die for me, i know what does it feel to be a typical teen. Expereincing life struggles like heartaches, being left out/alone. Being bullied(?) and facing the reality that life is tough. 

I used to get what i want. But thats before because as of now, we're currently experiencing a crisis. Or financial problem cause my father's been unemployed since 2013. I don't know how my mom and dad handle this situation because i remember we dont have money to live. But they do everything for us to continue our study. I don't know how i handle those problem. I had a lot of breakdowns. Overthinking everything. And before i was really a optimistic  but know i am a pessimist. Yep a nega thinker. i also don't know what happened to me. 

But time fly so fast and another year was given to me. I guess i still need to learn a lot. God give me another chance to live and to achieve my dreams. That's why im so thankful to God because he gave me reasons to live and always guide me in the rough path of life. As what other people say, when God closes a door there will always be another door who'll open just for you. 

And i believe we can get through of this shts. I still believe that now matter what happen i'll be forever blessed. Blessed because i'm alive and breathing. Thats why i am stronger at seventeen. 



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