N♥

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Untitled Poem
by: Nicole Pawang

 Three years had passed
Since that day last
Can I bring back the past
So that I can fix everything we had

 I regret I loved you
More than I should do
Because of your clue
My dark sky gets blue

 Will my sorry be enough
Why are you so tough
I don't know what to say
But I want you to stay

 My mind tells me to stop
But my heart says can you not
You taught me a lot
And I want you to know that i fought

 Please tell me what's going on
Because I feel something's wrong
I saw you playing a song
But you didn't notice me along

 How will we get through of this ?
When I am always the one who miss
I am insecure to every girl you greets
Do you want me get to kneel with my knees

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