N♥

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Finally
by: Nicole Pawang 

I am glad we're okay
How are you anyway 
Thank you for being honest 
I won't do it again I promise

I don't care if that chapter
has come to an end 
Because now I can say hello 
again my friend

Excited to be with you again 
You know we missed a lot of memories back then 
Can we now begin ?
So let's start this weekend  

Hope to have our closure 
But Im sorry I have to act I'm not sure 
To know if you care 
But please be fair like a square. 

Finally were done 
Were getting there one by one 
Thank you for everyone 
Who helped me to this feeling to be gone 

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